I think its funny how in high school they say afternoon graduate you start your life you are a adult and ypu choose how to live what you want to do and shit idk but its been a while since I graduated and I’m still doing what I did before I mean school I haven’t gotten back to I go somewhere I don’t want to be for 9 hours a day I get two days off I sleep on those days off mostly I stay home for sure I mean high school was shot for me anyway quite weird kid who got by doing the bare minimum he could I mean other then replacing one thing I hate for another thing work for school my life’s the same I leave for 9 hours cone hone stay up at night go to bed late wake up nearly make it to work on time and repeat I mean I know that I have to work to eat that’s society but I mean I don’t drive I have no friends i watch YouTube in my free time I got a gfs who thinks I’m everything but I’m just a sad guy who she can do way better than I mean I’m sad I’m just sad my kid self would be disappointed in what I’ve become I mean I never had high expectations of my life to begin but I feel like I’m stuck like they said my life would begin I didn’t expect it to change much but shit this is no different listen obey and you get what you need to survive all I’m saying is I WANT MY LIFE TO BEING TO FEEL LIKE IM LIVING i still feel like I’m going through the motions I just want my life to start
My life is made up of ‘I’m sorry’. I feel like I have to apologize to people, to things, to life itself. It’s like, ‘I’m sorry to be here’. I don’t want to disturb anyone.
Just fucking tell her. Right now. This is your sign.
When I find myself in times of trouble
britney spears comes to me
speaking words of wisdom